Friday, August 22, 2003
Finally.
Oh my [censored] god, you have absolutely no [censored] idea how [censored] mad I am (okay, well maybe you do..). Stupid [censored] Angelcities wouldn't let me hotlink to MY OWN SITE! I spent all of today looking for a [censored] place that would let me hotlink my images, but practically every [censored] page I went to was DOWN!! I've seen more 'cannot find server' messages today than my whole entire lifetime put together! If you're going to have a goddamned site then at least keep it running!
God, then I finally came across PhotoBucket (man, I love Photobucket. Made my day a little better), but then STUPID BLOGGER was all [censored] retarded and the stupid templates kept messing up!! ;______; Then I went to blogskins to look up the html (i was trying to fic my template... as you can see, I've already changed it...after about 50 billion tries) and it was DOWN!!! and everything on the internet was [censored] DOWN!!! [insert chat-language and typos here] i mean, what the hell was wrong with everything today?! and then tan and jenn came over adn asked me to go rollerbladin or summat, but my [censored] knee is so [censored] digusting that i had problems just walkin!!!
OMFG!! (no, i'm not mad anymore. I watched Deep Dive and it make it ALL better! It's amazing what a little dose of Kingdom Hearts can do) Okay, the other day when I was downloading the intro to KH for my music vid, I downloaded two because one was going REALLY slow. So one finished and the other kept going, but I didn't cancel the download just in case it was in better quality.
Today, I opened up My Music and double-clicked "PS 2 - Kingdom Hearts - Opening Movie" and then... It turned out being the one that finished downlaoding last, and it was in JAPANESE! AND THE REMIX WAS JAPANESE TOO!! It's sooooo cooool!!! I'm really really really happy right now!! ^_________^ I mean, it sounds kinda funny (like, the only thing they did was change the background music and put her voice in fast forward), and I like the English one better... but HOLY CRAP, man, it's so COOL.
TF (cause I'm in a good mood)
Friday, August 22, 2003
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Tuesday, August 19, 2003
Okay...
Scrap the 'change the gradient bar into something interesting' idea. What the hell is all that HTML supposed to mean? @_@ I still haven't found out why the frigging frames are so frigging mis-aligned!! Stupid frames! Stupid HTML! STUPID BLOG!!!
Um...I'm done now.
Slef
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
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Tuesday, August 19, 2003
Heeeeeey--
I was editing my blog template today (just now, actually). I added a quote of the week (starting with Vincent Valentine of FFVII ^___^) and put an extra section for the buttons I have, rather than keeping them under Poems. Somehow the frames got mis-aligned, so now the middle and right sides are in synch of the left side is uneven. Oh boy, I've got a lot of HTML to be doing right now. -_-;; I hate HTML.
ADRIAN!!!! ;_; Tell me how to fix it!!
Hmmm, I'm planning on changing the icons up at the top, too (but that means cropping images and whatnot. Fun fun! ^_^). Chances are I'll put icons of Riku and Sora up there (ahhh! I need somewhere to put something LOTR and FF related ;_;). I also want to change that stupid bar in the Blog Title. It bugs the hell outta me. Stupid thing.
Hmmm, today I was surfing the net (looking for Reno pics...needed a reference for my fanart) and found a fanart of Vincent! (yes, I do notice that I sound like an obsessive Vince freak. So? Maybe I am? ¬_¬)
Heeeey, I've found a name for my alternate ego (ahhh that deals with a post I decided not to publish). It will be Slef (for all those times I've written 'myslef' instead of 'myself' ¬_¬). Sooooooo, depending on the mood I'm in, I'll either sign off (err, is that the term?) as TF (which was for Trowa Fanness, my pen-name like, a million years ago) or Slef. >:P There, now I sound a bit schizo with two personalities.
Slef
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Sunday, August 17, 2003
Hullo.
Catherine read my blogger today as I was editing my music video (yes, I'm working on a Kingdom Hearts music vid). On MSN, Cat asked me, "Do you like Dustin!?" to which I replied, "I don't know!! O_O" Just after that, Cat said the thing I feared most...
"THEY CHANGED THE RETURN OF THE KING'S RELEASE DATE TO NEXT YEAR!! Oh yeah, AND KINGDOM HEARTS 2 IS CANCELED!!"
Hmm. That's not exactly what she told me, but something I dread anyway. What she *did* tell me (really, this is the REAL quote) was...
"OH! that'd be so cute!"
X_x I could've died right there, on the spot. At the back of my mind (there seem to be quite a few voices telling me things from back there ¬_¬) I remembered when one night (about a year back, mind), at the dinner table she said OUT LOUD (with absolutely every member of the housefold listening) "Wouldn't it be cute if Andrea went out with Dustin?!". Then MO (ahhhhh! The Mo!) said, "And Catherine can go out with Kaleigh!". They both laughed a bit and I sat still where I was, feeling extremely embarassed and thinking that my face should be quite a few lovely shades of red right about now.
I told Cat about the "dinner incident," though, to my dismay, I was replied by a rather evil sounding laugh.
Then she quoted my blog, "I Don't know if it's because so many people think I'm a real bitch or because I always over-exaggerate things to make it look that way, but I've found that I can't talk to ANYONE without feeling extremely insulted or pissed off about something. Maybe I just don't have good conversational skills. O.o Or, maybe people are just so thick that they say things without knowing the kind of effects on people..." The conversation continued as so:
Catherine > Forgive the loser in me says:
blah blah
(my comments: ;_; She thought my blog was boring?)
Catherine > Forgive the loser in me says:
lol that reminds me of dustin, how hes always mad
Gravity + Inertia + Riding behind Tanya = Falling off your bike and nearly killing yourself. X_x says:
lol he's not always mad...
'I don't *think* he is,' I thought, though my memories brought me back to the days when sometimes he chose to walk home quietly and avoid any conversation.
Catherine > Forgive the loser in me says:
...you never notice he gets mad?!
Gravity + Inertia + Riding behind Tanya = Falling off your bike and nearly killing yourself. X_x says:
um... he gets quiet sometimes...
Gravity + Inertia + Riding behind Tanya = Falling off your bike and nearly killing yourself. X_x says:
like... doesn't want to talk... but i don't really bother him when he's like that...
The entire conversation came to a screeching halt as I (coming to my own rescue) changed the subject to "Ahhhhhhh, what're you doing?" (including, of course, my signature 'ahhhhhhh' and the neverending question I always seem to ask when I'm bored out of my wits... or when I'm trying to change the subject @_@).
Unfortunately, as I was talking to Catherine, Windows Movie Maker decided it was prime time to freeze and stop responding. I found myself with nothing to do (I didn't feel like fiddling around with video clips and stalling programs, anyway), and logged into my blog, what I'd originally planned to do this morning.
Speaking of this morning... Today, I woke up and began my search for the 'Dreamer's Dictionary' Cat bought me two years ago for Christmas (which I'm now no longer celebrating, come this December), since last night I thought of looking up the meaning of my strange dream. I couldn't find it (blast the sun for not being around when you need it... even if it IS 3 o'clock in the morning) since it was too dark, so I looked for it today, instead. I found it under Catherine's bed (I have NO idea what possessed me to look under THERE, but anyhow...) and looked up several things in my dream. I immediately searched for "white" - the white of snow, white of the bus, white of the movie theatre, white of the blank movie screen... (By the way, the book was written by Lady Stearn Robinson and Tom Corbett. The book is the intellectual property of it's owners, etc. Don't sue me. Oh yeah... how can it take TWO people to write ONE dictionnary?)
White didn't have too many answers for me (all that was written was that it was a good omen), so I looked under Snow. It said, "Snow in the autumn indicates unusual happiness". Coincidentally, I dreamt of snow in autumn. I thought of how Mo was in my dream, and under Parents it said, "Mothers symbolize love...a dream of your mother signifies happiness in love or personal affairs." Under 'Bag' (my backpack full of school stuff): "Full or heavy bags are an especially auspicious omen for your dearest wishes". Under Love (strangely, I looked this one up too): "Dreams of sincere love are a forecast of happiness and contentment through a healthy and intelligent adjustment to the conditions of life." I looked up some others too but in the end they all were "good omens". Unfortunately, none of them were a warning against falling off my bike and nearly killing myself. -_-;;
TF
P.S.: Today Catherine told me that Dustin's voice changed for real. O.o Maybe my dreams really DID mean something.
Sunday, August 17, 2003
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Sunday, August 17, 2003
Looking back at yesterday's post: lustin' for Dustin? Oh my. ¬_¬
Today's post:
I woke up at 1 this afternoon, not having gotten too much sleep. The majority of the night I spent trying to make sense of the strange dream I'd had earlier. I stalked into the bathroom just as Mo came in after me, handing me one of the black, cordless phones and telling me that Tanya was on the line. I then put the phone to my ear and asked, "Hello?"
Tanya invited me to go with Sonia, Michael K., and herself to Roxboro Day. Though one should wonder why Michael was coming along as well, I asked, "Roxboro day is today?!" I then asked for permission to go and told Tanya that I would be taking a shower beforehand, to which she replied that they (she and Sonia) would be fetching Michael and that I'd have plenty of time to wash. I hung up and stepped into the shower. As I finished drying out my hair (a good twenty minutes later, I might add), Mo suggested (coughinsistedcough) that I eat lunch first. Just as my lunch was finished (err, about 5 dumplings-worth), Tanya and company biked by the kitchen window, so I rushed over to the door to open it for her. I grabbed hold of my bag (purse) and realized that my cell phone had only a single battery remaining (due to SOMEONE who left it on for about a week's time ¬_¬). I spent the next few minutes scrambling to gather all my things, then spent another few minutes in an attempt to pry my bicycle out of the garage.
We finally left, and I desperately hoped that no one noticed the unsightly condition of our front lawn. I rode beside Tanya, though a few spaces behind. Then, she suddenly took it upon herself to make a sharp, left turn. 'Oh no,' I thought, 'Tanya's turning. Where'd that wheel come from? I'm still going straight! I'm going to fall!' and then... I did. When she turned, her front wheel faced horizontally and stuck out a tiny bit, creating a barrier. I, still going straight (and thinking about the situation rather than getting out of the way), made contact and went flying off my bike. I fell to my right, yet somehow my left knee ended up being more damaged than my right hand and elbow put together. Hmm... Oh, I KNEW I should have stayed home today! (My comments: Arnold from The Magic School Bus)
Anyway... I've just noticed that perhaps I'm boring you with 'The Tale of how I fell off my Bike". To make a long story short, after I was bandaged up, I continued to bike (with a busted up knee -_-;;). First we went to Lalande, then the depenneur, then a park beside a Couche-Tard (unfortunately I don't remember the name of the place...either that or I've never known the name to begin with). Mo, BamBam and I went to Prince Arthur's for supper, and then returned home (Cat had gotten a lift home. She'd spent most of the day at the visitation for Adrian and Laure-Anne's grandfather).
I rang the doorbell (my hands were full of... well, something), only to find Kaleigh. My first thought? 'Ooh! That means Dustin's home too, right?' Then I hit myself upside the head (not literally, though. My hands were still full) for thinking such a thing. 'I don't even know the guy' (somehow this term didn't seem to fit him). 'Besides, it was just a dream, right? ...........Right?' I walked into the kitchen and placed whatever I was holding onto the kitchen table.
In the back of my mind, I heard a sing-songy voice say, 'A dream is a wish your hearts makes,' and I took note to hit that person upside the head once I found out who the voice belonged to.
Too bad it was me.
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