Friday, September 12, 2003
Heeeeey.
Nothing interesting happened today either, but I managed to get some sounds out of that goddamned flute. Sam also told me about her grandfather. ;_; It's kind of personal so I'm not going to put any details, but let's have a moment of silence.
Slef: A moment of silence for her grandfather but not for September 11th? (tsk)
>.< Anyway, I know it's kind of hard, but just use your imagination, okay? (a moment later)
Um, okies...that was sort of strange to have for people to read, but anyway...
Hee, today in music (ehh, you can probably guess by now that it's my favourite subject), Mrs. Riley was making us play all together, but then right in the middle she made us stop because the drums were off. Brendan and Alec (Ahhh, I'm talking a lot about them, too. And they're always together. =O Is there something they're not telling us?) were both on drums, so Mrs. Riley made them play together...They had to play in beat with each other, but every time Alec would rest, Brendan would keep going or he would go too fast (I think...My memory's kinda messed up). After a while of 'Okay, go! 1-2-3...you have to play at the same time as Alec!', Alec blurted, 'BRENDAN CAN'T READ MUSIC!' out of nowhere. XD Kind of funny because during all our classes so far, he's been playing without actually reading any music. But it was SO wickedly cool when he and Carlo started play 'Hell Song' (I think) by Sum 41. =D So cool.
Haha, everytime Alec talks about it, he says, 'he's so SICK!', and instead of saying 'Oh my god' he says 'Oh momma'. XD
Heh, anyway, I kind of lost track of what I was about to say. >.<# Anyway, I'm in a group chat with Arielle, Natasha (V) and Brendan, and they keep bugging me about who I like! ;_;
TF
Friday, September 12, 2003
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Thursday, September 11, 2003
Looking back at yesterday's post: Boy, was that messed up.
Nothing really interesting happened today...Last night I told Sam that-which-I-said-I-would-not-write-in-this-blog, though thanks to Slef you can probably guess what it is. ^_^;;
Hmmm. Today...I discovered that Alec's hair is NOT dyed (I forgot to mention yesterday...Alec grew out his hair and its really kind of blonde now. O_o He looks like Freddy from Scooby Doo, heehee). Brendan said it was because during the whole summer he swam from 9 am to 9 pm (he plays water polo) or something. Personally, I like his hair blonde rather than brown...if he leaves his hair grown out, I mean.
Argh, in science today, Brendan and Alec started to have a discussion about all the girls they think are hot. @_@ Ahhh, I had to spend about 5 or 10 minutes listening to them jabber about how 'Christina's hot, but [insert name here] is hotter. But she's above average.' Then Alec would say something like, 'Yeah,' and then motion his hand back and forth, indicating 'a bit.' Jessica would start talking about whoever
they were talking about, and I'd be sitting 'between' them (I'm not really in between, but it's close enough) without a clue who all these girls are. >.<
Today on the bus, Sam woouldn't move over and let me sit! ;_; She said something like, 'my batteries ran out so I have to be alone.'
Slef: O_o; What the @*!& was THAT supposed to mean?!
Ehh, I might've heard her wrong, but oh well. ^_^;; I was kind of mad because they somehow expected me to sit in the back with them without giving me any room to sit...just goes to prove how illogical they are. Sam said, 'Go in the front and come back later.' (my comments: We're not at a doctor's office here, so don't go telling me to wait in the waiting room)
'What? But then I'll be sitting there alone...'
'Yeah, but you'll only be waiting, what, three bus stops?' (my comments: 'It's okay if your alone up there, because
I'll be surrounded by people!')
Then she put the
stupidest grin on her face. I really wanted to punch her or something and wipe that smile off her face. I really hate it when they expect you to, I don't know, bow down to them or something. Kiss they're shoes, polish them and them kiss their ass right after that. Like somehow it's okay to treat me like dirt when
I should treat them like crowned jewels or something of the sort. As if they think it's my duty to be lower than them...
And I've always had the impression that Wathsala didn't like me. Not that she isn't she isn't a nice person and that I'm trying to talk trash about her, but she's always so chummy-chummy with Megan and Tan etc, and when I come around it's like she isn't interested in talking to me. Does she think I'm uptight? (Justin said I was ;_;)
Yesterday, Natasha (V) said I freak out about the little things...Is that true? I've found that every single little thing you say or do to me counts just as much as the big things. Like, somehow I'm using the small things you do to make judgements on your character. Remember when I was going out with Michael? He 'forgot' about our 'one month anniversary.' My first thought? 'That lil liar! Does he want to break up with me?'
Five days later: 'I just don't think it'll work out.'
;_; Why does my life suck SO bad? (Maybe it was all the chain letters I deleted without sending them out. -_-;;)
TF
Thursday, September 11, 2003
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Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Heeeeey!
I'm so unbelievably sorry for neglecting this blog... I didn't even talk about my first day of school! EEK! Ehh, for one, TAN AND I AREN'T IN THE SAME CLASS ANYMORE! SINCE PRESCHOOOL!!!
NUUUUU!!!! ;_;
I'm the only one from CAK in my class...I'd talk a bit more about that, but it's all boring, useless information that I'm too lazy to type, so let's get down to business...
I think---
No, I don't. I, err...nevermind. I've never told anyone anything really extremely private since third or fourth (or was it fifth?) grade, so I don't supposed posting it on the net would really be a good idea. Yup, that's right folks. TF has decided that she will NOT tell you what she was about to.
I'm tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head...
ARGH! That song has been stuck in my head for the LONGEST TIME!
Slef: Don't you think there's a reason for that?
TF: Ehh? @_@
Slef: If I could say what I want to say, I'd say I wanna blow you...away. Be with you every night...
TF: ARGH! Shut up, you stupid! (You can probably see, half of me wants to tell you something whereas the other doesn't)
Slef: Personally, I don't really give a shit if anyone knows. I mean, big whoop. It's not like in grade school where no one should know who you have a crush on...
TF: AHHH! SHUT UP ALREADY! >_<#
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
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