Saturday, September 27, 2003

So soft...
feathery...
Heavenly...

Heehee, that rhymed.

Whaaaaa? @_@

Ahhh, I haven't blogged in a week, and there's probably a ton of stuff that should've been written out by now...but I've completely forgotten what it was. Damnit. Well, I just invented two words right now: stupifat and stupicrap. O_o;; Don't ask.

Anyway, about the 'soft', 'feathery' and 'heavenly' something...yesterday I finally "mussed" Alec's hair. I've been dying to do that since, err, I saw him run his hand through his hair? O_o He always does that! But it's no wonder why...it's so unbelievably soft...gotta mess with his hair again.

AHHH! I sound like those girly fangirls...(shudder) =\ Anyway, enough of that for now...

I was just about to say something, until Ari sent me a link to a site. Now I forgot. Damn it. And it was a spoiler too. Read one sentence, and now KH2 IS ALL RUINED!!! ;_____; AHHHH! Ari! You're so evil!

Oh wait, I remember now. On Thursday, at the Terry Fox run: Alec ran the whole way. In 23 minutes. O_O. Oooh. Athlete. ^_^ He was wearing a black Puma t-shirt. He should wear black more often. When he ran, it kinda conformed to his body...nice. Almost curvy. I'm talking in short sentences. About Alec's body. And how I was kinda staring at it. Ahh! Save me. No wait...it's kinda nice to stare at. No wait...Um, I'll shut up now. And hope that he never comes across this blog. Ever.

Holy shoot! I don't have that stupid french book we need to read for Monday...and I'm only on page zero. Swell. I don't have a biography for our english project either, but it's about J.R.R. Tolkien, and I already know most of it. Ahhhh, I only have 10 days to finish it. Stupid, stupid, stupid. We have about 10 projects for October. X_x I.B. sucks.

TF

Saturday, September 27, 2003

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Tuesday, September 23, 2003
Hmmm.

I remember thinking today that there was something worth writing, but I already forgot. >.< Curse my horrid memory! It must be early alzheimers or something.

Wheee! I'm listening to the Wonderland theme from Kingdom Hearts. X_X Really makes me want to play. O_O Ari bought the game for THREE DOLLARS!!! :_:

Just a few minutes ago, I was trying to practice the flute...I started to have a headache so I put away for now (in other words: until next class). I also opened up a webpage on freewebs, since yesterday Ari (err, a different Ari I know. X_x) asked me to help her with the website she was doing, which was also on freewebs. XD Her site's about how to write a fanfic without having a Mary-Sue/Gary-Lou. (http://www.freewebs.com/marysue).

Hmm, today I saw Dustin in the hall while I was going to fetch my flute at the end of the day. I waved (sort of) and he did the 'hey-whatever-gotta-go-no-time-to-talk-head-nod' thing. At first I wondered why I never saw him around anymore, but then I remembered that he was a senior. Darn-fangled memory. >.< He was wearing that grey longsleeve (sweater?) with the navy stripe thing...I keep thinking it's new or something, but then again, he never really wore sweaters a lot last year, so maybe he owned it and never wore it. O_o;; I still think he's kinda cute...oh, wait. NO I DON'T.

NO I DON'T.

NO I DON'T. Must...not...X_X

Whoo... Alec's on. Somehow that's lost its thrill. =\ The other day I heard Jessica say that he likes her or something (but then again, she was talking to Megan and I overheard her...I'm practically deaf so chances are that she said something else). And, before that, he said (in science) that he liked someone named Christina. Somehow that doesn't bother me. Somehow...I don't feel like cutting myself with razors (coughNatcough) or going all-out goth tomorrow. I don't...care..? Is that it? I mean, maybe staring at the back of his head during class (damn, his hair is so big I couldn't see the board. No choice but to stare, heh. Just kidding) was fun, but it wasn't like I couldn't even talk to him because "my heart was thumping in my chest and I couldn't breathe." If that really happened, I probably would've had a heart attack and suffocated to death (I'm surprised that hasn't happened already, with everyone poking me and whatnot).

Annnnddd....now that I've babbled on about that for the longest time now, I should probably stop blogging and let Ari read.

Today on the bus, Tanya was talking to Megan about 'not being able to go to the mall on Thursday' or something. Then Megan TOLD ME (and I mean TOLD me, no questions asked) that I was going to La Ronde on Saturday. I said that I had Chinese School and that I couldn't go, and do you know what she said to me? "Skip school." Okay...that's all fine and dandy, but since when was she allowed to tell me what to do? I asked if maybe we can go on Sunday, and she said, 'But Laura can't go on Sunday'. She has to go to some baptism or something, so obviously she's not going to tell her to cancel...by why should I have to change all my plans to do something she wants me to? Why should I go out of my way? Does she like Laura more than me and think it's okay to make me screw myself over for her? I mean, I like Laura...she's a really good friend....But what the hell does that make Megan? (coughbitchcough)

Then Ari (talking about Arielle here...) asked me if I was going to the mall with them on Thursday, and that she and Megan were planning on going. Obviously they already made some arrangements, if Tanya already knew about it and said that she couldn't go. Why didn't I know about this? I have piano lessons after the run, but the run ends after my lesson, so chances are that I'll have to move them, anyway. So why didn't they at least let me know? They didn't have to invite me, and I'm sure Megan didn't say anything to me about it because she figured that I'm busy anyway.

That happened to Nat and Ari too. We wanted to see Underworld last Friday but I had waaaaayyy too much homework and no time to do it in advance, so we had to cancel. It's not that I'm ALWAYS busy...it's just that people nowadays don't know the meaning of PLANNING IN ADVANCE and LETTING PEOPLE KNOW BEFOREHAND. And it's not like I want people to invite me somewhere just so that I can turn them down or something...Yeesh, I'm not that obnoxious.

So...yeah. I'm done bashing around right now.

Slef: No we're not!!!

Errr. O_O;;; Yeah...I'm going to sign out now.

TF

P.S.: Oh yeah, I'm almost done my English lyrics to 1000 no Kotoba. I'm on the last stanza...oh yeah, Ari's self esteem is -10000. XD

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

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Monday, September 22, 2003

Heeey.

I'm really, really sorry for not blogging, but i never seem to have any time to. X_x. Whoo boy. I've got a lot to write. Let's start with today...

Not interesting happened, but Roszkowski is going to be substituted for the next two weeks because she's at some conference or something. M. Montpetit's son is going to substitute. He's so cool! He's kind of sarcastic and witty, and from the side he looks like some sort of actor... Today he was 'yelling' at Alec about the navy McGill sweater he wore (you know, the one he always wore with his orange track pants last year? God, he looked like Bryan Fournier like that. >.<), saying that he shouldn't wear one until he graduated from McGill. XD

Then we were doing something that had to do with Pi (TT), and then out of nowhere, Justin was like, "OH! I had pie yesterday!" Everybody started laughing and Justin said, "No, really! It was my friend's birthday! It was apple pie!" XD

Anyway, I really can't remember anything from the past week or so (or from today, even), so I'm going to sign off now. I'm planning on writing my own lyrics (in English) to the piano version of Sen no Kotoba (1000 words). I don't know why, but every time I hear that song, I think of Payne, a totally cool new Final Fantasy character. ^_^ I also want to start on the next chapter for LaR (Loss and Redemption). Byee!

TF

Monday, September 22, 2003

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